Monday, June 21, 2010

What is it, exactly?

The possibilities:

- Boredom
- Laziness
- plain old lack of caring
- lack of motivation
- Burnout

I haven't pinpointed it, but it's left me feeling pretty lethargic. I haven't yet come up with a goal, so I can't work toward it. That in itself is particularly frustrating.

At the rate I'm going, it feels like it will last this way for the rest of my life.

I need to figure this out.

1 comment:

Liza said...

There is a French word, ennui, that seems applicable. The American translation is "I've run out of G-A-S" because there are too many things to do, too many people to see, and too many things inside me left undone.

In SoCal, we say you need a spa day, but it sounds like you need a couple of weeks at the spa to get over this hump. You could come to SoCal and housesit for me so I could go on my road trip ... ! Really, the dogs aren't that bad.