Ok, now I am no longer in the dark tunnel, lying on the tracks, resigned that I will never see light at the end. I kept walking and today I saw some light, finally; an indication that things are going to get better. They really weren't going to get much worse than Tuesday. I had a meeting today that will be the start of a lot of changes. I am so tired from this week that I am not as excited about it as I should be, but once I get this project out of the way (which will eat up most of my weekend) I'll be in a better state to celebrate. So to work I say: thanks for noticing I need help.
I'd also like to thank my boyfriend, who had to put up with some crazy rants from me the other night about retirement savings, work issues, and how I need to win the lottery. Thanks for your advice and support, and most of all your love. Did I mention how great that shelf is? What a great shelf. You really do make everything in my life go more smoothly - literally and figuratively.