Wednesday, August 04, 2010

The game

Some days you just get tired of playing the game.  Today is one of those days.  I can’t get any answers.  I don’t think I have enough energy today to put up a fight.  Even if I did, I would probably just get flicked away.


I’m not intentionally trying to make anyone’s life more difficult.  It just so happens that people perceive it to be that way.  It’s difficult to explain that that is not the case.


Sometimes I feel the soul is slowly being sucked out of me, and then there will be nothing left. 


I’m not sure how I will get through what has been planned for August.




Cyn said...

There must be something in the air or water because I had a very similar day today. I hope tomorrow is different for both of us!

liz said...

It has been different in that I was able to get some answers. It has been frustrating because they were idiotic answers.

Liza said...

Some days, the personal pep talks just don't do the job of propping us up from sun-up to sun-down.

The author of the book I just finished editing talks about Loser's Laments -- and I've posted these on the 'fridge to remind me:

Don't whine; win.
Don't complain; convince.
Don't suffer; solve

I'm going to keep practicing these until I can go through an entire day on top of the problems, rather than buried under them!!